The devil didnt win

I thought this would never happen
not in a million years
i was always such a goodie-goodie
never have i shed this many tears

i thought i was always
a child of god
i would always do the right thing
i never knew what life would bring

i always hated the devil
and always hated sin
i didn't think i would ever b bad
till Satan got in my skin

he told me i should follow him
in his journey of war
so i started cutting
and so i wanted more

i never thought what i was doing
was giving into hell
till today
where i fell out of his spell

he haunted my dreams
and i turned to his side
he wanted me forever
but i tried and tried

he made me think
bout things i didn't want to
suicide at the most
and away my life i threw

i knew i couldn't give in
and still today i tried
i turned to god more than ever
my hope never died

i am still working
on my absent of sense
i am still a messed up child
built up tense

no more suicidal thought
u stupid devil w h o r e
u didn't win me
i walked right out that door