Nothing But A Sad Journal

January 22nd
My life had tumbled down
My smile was no longer there
Just a sad frown

I never really did rest
Just waited for your call
OH, how i wanted to talk to you badly
Just talk about us and all

Febuary 6th
The day had come
You stopped by but didn't say "hi"
it was a sign that i shouldn't have come

Days pass by
There was nothing left
All the lies
And the secrets you kept

Febuary 24th
You let me go
You said "goodbye"
but i refused,i said "NO!"

One month later
I found out why
It was another girl
So why did you lie?

I loved you like hell
But you weren't there
i started to think
that you didn't care

April 16th
It felt like I've been used
I feel pain and hurt
It felt to be abuse

Now my story ends here
Its 11:02
and to this day I still think
"Why did I love you?"