I try to find a reason not to die
but all my reason have left my mind
my hands are trembling as the blade pierces my skin
hopefully my scars will blend
but until then
no worries have left my mind
maybe if i give it time
4 years Ive been through this
i thought maybe thats been long enough
Ive sent messages my cry for help
but all were ignored
i tried to tell you
but you didn't care
i tried to release my pain
but yet you said my excuses were lame
my tears are turning cold
my blade is turning old
ive done everything i thought of
but still i havnt risen above
its taken everything i have..
nothing can save me now..
i look down as the blood runs down
i sigh of releif but still all my worries are left
finally you recognize i have a problem
but yet you dont help me
you cause my problems
and make them worse
you yell and curse
and tell me im worthless
and selfish
but yet have you looked at yourself
