Is God Even Up There?...Young and Hopeless

I want to believe your up there
I want to know your real
I really want someone to accept ME
I really want to heal

You supposedly created me
And will always be there
They say your always listening
Because you always care

Did you really die for us that day
Because you loved us so much
It seems like I'm to far away
To even be loved

I'm too caught up in this mess
This task you gave to me
Maybe I'm just to worthless
To be saved

Maybe you have already left
I can only hope you're still here
Because I've given up hope for me
And i don't think I can bare

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