What I Had

I think of those days,
But it comes as a haze,
What happened between us,
Our relationship turned to dust.

I thought you could do no wrong,
But then I found your bong,
My whole world changed that day,
I thought of things I couldn't say.

You were my hero, my idol,
I thought you had a goal,
Remember when you stood for something,
Now you're nothing.

I have nothing to say to you
My face is turning blue,
I've been screaming for so long,
A record stuck on the same song.

You were the best,
I was proud to bear the crest,
All i wanted was a dad,
I got a father instead.