Have You Ever?

Have you ever felt like you want to cry,
without knowing the reason why?
Have you ever had the urge to die,
as you make yourself think you're living a lie?

Have you ever felt betrayed by friends?
One minute they ignore you,
the other they hold your hand?
Have you ever thought that your friends hate you,
even if you're sure that that's not true?

Have you ever felt like me?
Have you ever showed your sadness but no one can see?
Have you ever felt angry but kept it inside,
but you had so much anger, that you simply can't hide?

Cos i have felt like this before
and I can't take it anymore
I don't know what is going on in my mind
I can't see anything as if I'm blind