Its been 3 years

It's been 3 years and as days go by I still don't understand why. Why u had to go that sad day I watch your face fade away.
It's been 3 years and I still haven't faced the fact that you're gone and your not coming back.
It's been 3 years and I still die a little inside trying to hide my true feelings of loneliness.
It's been 3 years and I still blame myself maybe if I would have stayed home you would have not left me along.
It's been 3 years that you passed away you would have thought it gets easier by each passing day but that's not true because I still miss you.
It's been 3 years I lie awake trying to escape these feeling of pain and hate wishing that god would not have took you away. Some times I think how life would be if you hadn't left me. I try and remember all those fun times but there'll never add up in side because every night u still die in my mind.
It's been 3 years from the day I lost you I go on with life still hoping one day ill find you. I see your face as I sleep I hear your voice as I eat sometimes I feel your warm touch that touch I miss so much. When you died my heart died to because I can never love another the way I loved you. As for now ill lay down hearing the saddest songs wishing I had you back crying out to god I didn't even get the chance to say good bye.
It's been 3 years since I walked in the living room and saw your dead body so cold and blue I wish it would have been me to.
It's been 3 years that my world fail apart now all you find is an empty space where you should had been but for now in tell the end of time ill keep your memories alive.

I miss you mom we well be together some day.

When you love some one don't let them die with out saying good bye you'll never for give your self