Life

I started wanting out….
I didn’t want to be myself anymore
Life became a prison to me
I felt trapped
I feel I couldn’t do anything right
People would put me down
Didn’t care about my feelings
I hated what I had become
I just wanted a way out
Nothing was going right
I tried so hard to change
Friends made it so hard
I didn’t go anywhere
I couldn’t as I was scared
I never spoke up
I felt people would be mad at me
I kept things to myself
Kept them bottled up
Life wasn’t the way I wanted it to go
I wanted to get away
Get out
I didn’t want to go any further
I wanted a new life
I didn’t want to be trapped anymore
I wanted to breathe
I didn’t want to be in the prison anymore
I needed out
I wished to wake up and it would be all different
But wished don\'t always come true
I just had to live my life
Get out of the prison
Fix things for myself
Not listen to people, that didn’t believe in me
Make the life I wanted
Change myself to want I wanted
To live a happy life
To be happy
To be me