Weighing me down

by Brittanie   Apr 23, 2005


I couldn't take the stress it was weighing me down,
Ive cried so many tears i was afraid one day i would drown,
i got tired of all the tears that fell from my eyes,
that some days i just wanted to lay down and die,
cutting was the last option i had,
I've heard how to do it and knew it was bad,
but i couldn't take all the pain any more,
and i knew if i didn't do something soon that i would blow for sure,
i didn't cut deep just enough to feel the pain,
i didn't want ur sympathy but it still came,
now i look around and see i had more friends than i thought,
and i think about all the sorrow to them i would have brought,
if i had cut deeper i wouldn't be only hurting myself but everyone else around me as well,
i would have made each and everyone of their lives a living hell,
I don't cut anymore,
i finally found the value of life,
i did it even though my brain knew it wasn't right,
i only did it once and it was enough for me,
i finally opened my eyes and now i can clearly see

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