All i can say.. Is my life is through

A pull of this trigger,
Is all it takes,
To take away,
My But ugly face,

Broken mirrors,
On the ground,
A lonely soul,
Sad and bound,

Bad luck,
That fills the hair,
Walked under ladders,
Bad luck seven years,

Sticks and stones,
Thrown at my bones.
Punches and kicks,
Make me use my fist,

People dying,
Me crying,
My friend i love,
Tells me not to love,

Shove away,
My fears of the day,
Make room for family,
Hard work in school,

Social activities,
Love life too,
What is to happen,
no one knew,
All i can say is my life is through