I Will Pay...

I hate myself
For what I did
I can’t believe
I lost my kid

You were my baby
You were my life
Now all I’ve got left
Is my little pal knife

Your life had barely begun
You could not even walk
It’s my entire fault
You did not even get to talk

Your little hands
And your tiny feet
Right now I want to end my life
I’ll make sure to cut real deep

So I hope you know
I’m sorry JJ
I love you to bits
And your always be my baby.