Always busy never there

You always say you care
But yet your never really there

Its either ill talk to you tomorrow
Or Christina I just got home. While I soak up my sorrow

I’ll try to tell you how I feel but you still think I’m fine
Depression is crawling everywhere on me my feet ,neck and spine

I always am trying to please you but there’s always something I did wrong
So it seems like all I can do is just sit in my room and cry all day long

When we get to talk it seems like you don’t understand
Like you’re at a concert listening to your favorite and loudest band

You find new scars on me and all you do is yell never talking
Even when I need a hug and I love u sweetie well get through this you just leaving me sulking

I’m growing up now you cant save me forever, you can only love me
ill be on my own in a few years , so if you see a new scar just leave it be