U decide

I need u to decide
Before I commit suicide
Before I end my pain
And all my suffering that came
R u there to use me
Or r u there to lose me
U decide
Before I commit suicide
All the pain u put me through
Yet, I was there for u
U decide
Before I commit suicide
The time u kicked me out
Cause u thought I was there for ur wealth
But I was there for u and my self
Would u take me back
Or put me back on the shelf
U decide
Before I commit suicide
Will u ever call
Or leave me there to fall
Should I live or die
U decide
Before I commit suicide