I fear that one day I\'ll be without someone to hate
I fear that I\'ll loose control over my future and fate
I fear that one day I\'ll be faced with my tears
Most of all I fear someday I won\'t have any fears
I cry for my addiction to survive through this domain
I cry because of my past and how it remains
I cry for my friend of who I have let control my lies
Most of all, I cry for fear of one day I\'ll have no cries
I drink for these things that can\'t be tasted
I drink to convert the things of why I get wasted
I drink to gain control over my random thinking
Most of all, I drink of fear I\'ll stop drinking
I hide for I never want to be found here
I hide in this place for things to become clear
I hide in me to swim this emotional tide
Most of all, I hide here for fear of having no where to hide
