Torn between different directions,
And which way to go,
Useless reactions,
I'm going too slow,
I've got to think,
I can head up or down,
On the brink,
Of conquering this spell,
At first,
I was going to drown,
Knowing I couldn't take it,
Good enough reason,
For me to start,
Relying on the drink,
Out of this well,
Came something I know,
I can't outwit,
Hit me like a dart,
I thought I was sinking,
But instead,
I pulled out of a low,
Everything is not alright,
There is other things,
On my plate,
But I know I helped,
I look out this window,
Wondering,
How will I ever do this again,
The endless wait,
I think to myself,
Next time,
Who will it bring,
And what will I do?,
Knowing I don't want to face the pain,
The one I brought myself,
Ever again.
