Nothing More Than Friends

I'm trying to forget about it,
I'm trying to let it go.
I'm trying not to think about it,
I'm trying not to let my feelings show.

Our lives are on different paths,
And I'm happy we finally spoke.
You have so much you want to do,
And I feel like my heart just broke.

We have so much in common,
But your so far away.
We are perfect for one another,
But we'll never see that day.

We have so much history behind us,
But the timing is always wrong.
The years just continue passing,
And our lives move right along.

I thought we might have a chance,
To finally get it right.
Not just two friends from way back when,
But I guess it's not worth the fight.

Sometimes life seems so unfair,
When things don't go our way.
I wanted you to be it for me,
I wanted you in my life to stay.

Everything seems far fetched again,
Because I realized we'll never get to be,
Anything more than destined friends,
And that's so sad to me.

I wish I would have held back,
I wish I didn't give in.
I wish things could be different,
I wish that I could win.

Win at getting your heart,
Win at making you see,
That we are truly meant for each other,
And that's how it should be.

So I'm trying to forget about it,
I'm trying to let it all go.
I'm trying not to think about it,
I'm trying not to let my feelings show.

If all we'll ever be is friends,
I guess I'll try to move on.
Just know that my heart is always open,
And my love for you will never be gone.