Cant let you go

I just dont know how to let you go,
I love you so much you dont even know.
Sorry I threw it all away,
I wish i would have let you stay.
Everynight before I go to bed,
you, is all that goes through my head.
I regret that awful day,
that i made you go away.
You were the one that made my heart whole,
now that your gone my heart has
a hole.
A whole that will bleed forever,
till the day we are back together.
But i see now that it's too late,
and forever myself, I will hate
I messed up the gift God gave to me,
for you are gone for eternity
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