A year starts here and with the time it will end
with A new one just around the bend
U live threw the pain u cry threw the tears
U even scream out names our hide all your fears
U take the walk of shame down the hall as u hear all those words spoken
as u turn to see them pointing at u and all your confidence has dropped and broken
With everyday like this and nothing to look froward to
As u sit in the dark and u bring up your past
U feel as if maybe your life is wasted and threw
And that u never took the time to see that your life had gone to fast
You feel as if this life will never have a stop to the pain
Half your teachers and peers fear of u because your so called insane
With no were to go and nothing to learn
You fill as if in gods great hands its your turn
You find the gun were it lies upon the counter top floor
As u look at it with more inpatients more and more
U fill as if its your time and the time is running out
so u give that gun one last glance with not a bit of doubt
U grab the gun and u fill in total control
as that trigger is pulled and away with your soul
The next day at school your teachers and peers hear
And to amazement it begins to bring a tear
With each one to look at another
Blaming each other for the death of a girl they bearly knew
They all look to one another and hope they can somehow be forgiven
For giving a girl a life she should have never liven
