How can i make you understand
if you won't listen when i explain?
I've never belonged here
always in the way
lost, sad, and lonely
never knowing what to say.
no one truly sees me
for who i really am
no one understands me
but yet you think you can?
the life i wish i had
is the life they think I've got
they don't know my life
i act happy but deep down I'm not.
my heart is on the ground
with your thoughtless words
i wonder if you know how hard i try
to be perfect in your eyes.
you made me feel important
i thought you cared for me
i relayed on your support
but i guess the true you i see.
you don't see the pain i endure
and sometimes i wonder if you care
the hurt i feel, i wish you could cure.
i feel so worthless, so hurt
as if i were already dead
do you really know me
or do you just pretend.
it's so painful for me to think
about us apart
because i love you
with all my heart.
my eyes are swollen
and my tears are dry
my heart is broken
as i sit here and cry.
theres no reason for living
why should i even try
it seems like the only answer
is forcing myself to die.
tears are falling down my face
i lost my heart, yeah i lost my love.
thoughts of him
they haunt my mind
i wish i could die
I'm going out of my mind.
i didn't want us to end
I've lost my love...
my best friend...
