Daddy?!

Daddy, you have this habit,
That just won’t go away.
It makes me sad to see you
Always living this way.

It has always been with you,
For as longs as I can remember.
And I don’t know how to tell you,
That You might not be here forever.

The bottle you hold in your hand,
Is something I just cant stand.
The behavior it often causes,
Leaves my heart with bruises.

I know you've tried to quit,
Time and time again.
I know you really love me,
I’ll just wait till then.

You weren't there when I started high school,
Or when I got my license.
You weren’t there when I got hurt,
When I needed you that instance.

I know it didn’t work out,
Between you and mommy.
But I will never doubt,
That my heart won’t feel as dreary.

I have often wondered if,
Things would ever get better.
This life that God has chosen,
Is often my Horizon.

He chose you as my father,
And chose mom as my mother.
This I have learned to except,
But think about with much depth.

I just want you to know,
That life could have been better.
And with god’s mighty love,
Life can be much greater.

So one day, the demon that snatched you,
Will one day be the demon that will let you free.
But Only by the grace of God,
Will you ever truly see.

That there is something much bigger,
than that one place you now linger.
So Please I just ask you,
Dont Let the bottle Destroy you.