You Two And I

I write this late at night knowing that two of the most important people in my life have differences.One got hurt by the other again,I can't sleep,without setting this out.The two people know who they are.Feel free to talk guys.

I don't need this,
I'm about to break,
Yet again,
Sink into this abyss,
Knowing I'm about,
To be in the middle,
It's more than I can take,
Not this again,
Please end it,
I don't mean it for you,
To play the fiddle,
Following me,
Playing at everything I do,
I'm watching,
In your wake,
Already,
I know you don't see,
I'm watching for you two,
Watching your back,
What's going on,
Smells funny,
Like burnt cake,
Hold steady,
All that you do,
It ends the same,
I can see what one might lack,
One thinking it's a con,
For your sake,
Why didn't I say sooner?,
What I thought,
Acting quite tame,
Cutting some slack,
On this rope,
That was already too tight,
One ended the game,
I've heard one side,
As I look outside,
The night is as black,
As my heart and soul,
Knowing I won't take side,
I turn out the light,
And wait,
Waiting for my angel,
Knowing it wont come,
The room dark like coal,
I realize,
One must of lied,
Thinking I might,
Just get some,
Well earned rest,
From the pain,
Sacrifice,
And the tears cried.