What Happened

Everyday I pray at night,
hoping everything will go alright,
starring at the bright colored moon,
wishing I could see you soon,

wanting my father there,
I wonder if he has a heart to care,
all the unsent latter's I have kept,
when his own kids he can't accept,

this has been going on for so long,
what could I have done so wrong,
I doubt he even misses me,
he is the father he didn't want 2 be,

he totally broke my heart,
& tore my life apart,
for so long I felt like a fool,
just another set aside tool,

what happened 2 my Dad,
what could have drove him mad,
I never would imagine this coming,
he used to be joyful & loving,