It was never supposed to be this way
I'm trying so hard to be strong
But I'm unhappy with the situation
I'd be stupid to keep it going on
I don't think I've ever been so deeply infatuated
And had it be a mutual thing
But our differences left me lonely
My emotions like a marionette dangling on a string
I was brought to tears
When I told you how I felt
Wondering if I made a good choice
Pacing back and forth, my emotions began to melt
We had a lot in common
We reveled in each other's weird ways
It's unfortunate for your busy schedule
Weeks would pass instead of just a few days
I felt like the effort I put in
Was completely overlooked
But being with you was great
You unwittingly had me hooked
Why do I feel so horrible
It was one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make
After finally having the guts to say it
I think it was a mistake
I can't say it was love
But I can say it was true
And every time you looked into my eyes
The more I had fallen for you.
