Only one {12/17/03}

You aren't here anymore,
It's completely different to before.
You told me that you loved me,
And i wanted to hear more.
Every once in a while, i seem sad,
But really, it's nothing bad
And somehow
I just can't really explain it,
I still feel sort of empty,
Sort of down.

But it's not because you aren't around,
It ain't about you-
For real, i'm tellin' the truth.
Don't listen to what the public says,
They'll just make you or me the blame.

Wait-i just can't do this
Especially since you're the one who was my first kiss...
Maybe you were my second love,
But still, i somehow thank the God above,
For all the wonderful things he has done,
And somehow, making you my only one.