Lost

I am lost without you.
I am dead without the love you gave me.
I am lost no matter what.
I am lost from this world that you have brought me.
I want freedom from which you have taken from me.
I want death more and more everyday.
I want the death that I am given.
I want the blade that you have given me.
I cut down deeply into my main vein and then go down and then I take my last breath that you have given me.