Daddy's Suicide

Your the one that I loved most.
Everywhere I turn I see your ghost.
Why did you leave me?
Abandon and decieve me?
I miss you daddy.
Come back to me.
Please let my torn spirit free.
Without you I am captured by my
own torment and loss.
Now around the house...this new
guy is the boss.
I dont want that daddy, I want you.
Ever since you left my heart has
been ripped in two.
I am having trouble and I dont
know what to do.
Should I keep my life...or take it
like you?
It's so confusing..hard..and tough.
Oh God why did you make my life
so rough?
I think you loved us.
I know we loved you.
You always cheered everyone up if
we were down or blue.
How could you throw your life away?
I almost took mine that very same
day.
I just want to know if you even loved me.
You were my DAD and you always will be.