Darkest Hours

It's in the darkest hours
That I find clarity
My somber mood towers
Over all the calamity

I am trying to remember
All good things past
But within the night
My horrors seem to last

I am fighting for freedom
Of the devil's embrace
But losing the battle
With times raging pace

I am falling deeper
Into my own despair
And reaching for someone
Who isn't even there

I am willing to listen
But trying to forget
All the words that were spoken
That leave me in regret

I am finding it harder
To cope with the thought
Of being alone
When I know I should not

I am losing the war
To conquer my fear
Of being alone
With you not here

I am laying alone
On this cold lonely night
Just wishing you'd be here
To make things alright

It's in the darkest hours
That I find clarity
When the daylight cowers
And breaks my sanity