One last go around

Life is filled with lots of ups and down stomach turning that kinda symbolize roller coaster twists.Friends become fake and family becomes strangers.Just wanna leave on a journey sometimes.Wanna reach that mountain top just the tippy toe of my small toe just for a momentary sip of peace and happiness.Then my mind start to imagine wild things such as equality,love,peace,happiness,loyalty,becomes a big part of everyday living.Then I wake up back to a world where theres less love and more hate,no equality but I'm thought never to become insignificant,no peace in the world or in my mind.Never happy where I'm at always looking to improve fighting off devils and demons that wanna hold me back.I wanna bring peace to the masses,not happy sad cause I'm away from family and friends and they are replaced by snakes.DAMN!!!!!!!!!! Then I began 2 wonder in my self conscience it will be nice to live in this dream world.Let me if I'm lucky experience it again over and over if not then let me get one last go around.