His Name

I sit here alone and often wonder,
And I cry when I think of the pain,
When my heart fills up with broken words,
And I die as you mention his name.

I stare at the scars on my wrist,
And listen to voices driving me insane,
I think of him every day and night,
And I die as you mention his name.

I reminisce on our past, just me and you,
And I wonder if things will be the same,
But I remember how he hurt me so,
And I die as you mention his name.

I glance at the razor beside me,
And I rest it upon my vein,
Once more I cut, so deep and pure,
And I die as you mention his name.

I look at his face, one I know so well,
And I just want him here again,
I want him here beside me tonight,
And I die as you mention his name.

I hate the way he‘s not around,
And i’m sick and tired of this game,
I hate the fact he’s moved on from me,
And I die as you mention his name.

No one can see how I really feel,
As I cry over the picture within the frame,
Of me and him, together at last,
Then I die, as you mention his name.