Pain

So..
You want to know how I feel
Let me start off by saying
This pain is too unreal

The way you left me
In the cold pouring rain
You deserted me
And I was left to feel the pain

You looked me in my eyes
And told me "I'm not sure about this
I don't want to be in a relationship"
Yet later that night, you gave me a kiss

You're not sure what you want
But you continue to mess with my mind
Won't tell me what you plan on doing
You're just taking your time

Do I wanna be with you-yes
I really don't want to see you go
But am I going to
Sit back and be your toy-no

I've wanted you for so long
And now you don't want me
You just want to get with
Every girl you see

I'm back where I start from
Standing in the pouring rain
But this time I made my choice
I'm not going to take the pain