You broken my heart

You broke my heart and hurt me bad
all because you were scared to be a dad
how do you think i felt left broken and 36 week preg
you said you were sorry but too me sorry wasn't enough as i was lost and had nowhere to turn
you said you needed space
to sort your head out
so i give you it
week went by and i was due i went into labour and i couldn't find you
i phoned you so scared to b alone
after 3 hours u answered but you were with someone else
i was crying for you i was in so much pain and all i wanted was you there with me
i had a little girl i named her Nikita but you didn't care Ur life was more important then Ur new baby girl so i accepted that and walked away i needed to be strong i was alone in the world with our new baby girl
still to this day u have never wanted to know Ur 2 yrs old little girl