I was writing a song to some much and came up wi this for myauntie who sadly passed away 6 years ago tomorrow R.I.P auntie nicola this is for you xx
i cant take this pain of knowing ill never see ur face again
i dnt want to wake up everyday knowing ur nowhere near
i miss you and i cant let u go
everything about you was
so perfect you were my star
we always had the best laughs together
crazy memories of you and me
u played a big part of my life
so when you went away i didnt want to belivie it
pain angry filled me and
i became bitter to this world without you in it
knowing he had took someone so special to me away
why would he hurt me in this curel way
knowing i still needed you here everyday
you were my rock when i was weak
always there for me no matter what day of the week
sitting here writing a song and i think of you
so many memories crazy sad and just dam right silly
but all my emothions are around you
there is so many of us heart broken and weak at the thought of you
coz ur never going to be here to see us thought our week
there was so much more of me for u to see and
he took you away before i had grow
i know all the whys and all hows but it still doesnt make this pain go away
i know your here wi me all the time
but at the end of day a hug is what i need
i know u see me crying and u feel my pain
but why does he takes the best ones away
and leave the bad ones for us to live on with
its so unfair i just want to scream at the him
and tell it to stop hurting us the way he is!!!!
