I know I don't show it
But some days I wanna quit
I bury my self in my head
But some days I don't wanna get out of bed
I never show how I feel
But some days my life just doesn't seem real
I cry myself to sleep
But some days I feel like I'm into deep
I always put on my happy face
But some days I feel like my life's a waste
I never show anyone my scars
But some days I don't feel like reaching for the stars
I'm always driving myself crazy with the pain
But some days it feels like all it does is rain
I cover it up by acting tough
But some days my life gets to rough
I always try to stay strong
But some days my life seems all wrong
But on these days I don't know how to deal
So when I'm by myself I do what I feel
I cry and scream and act insane
I don't know how to stop the pain
I pull my hair and punch the wall
Does anyone know how to stop this pain at all
I look at the knife
Think about my life
Pick it up and watch the blood appear
I watch my tears pour out staring in the mirror
I go to school the next day smiling at you
But on some days this is what I do
