Why can't I ever win
Why do I have to carry everyone's sin
I am have grown tired of it all
Everyone is too busy to notice my fall
I feel like I always the one who has to lose
And I slowly realize this is the life I chose
I have made my own fate
The one that will start on this date
I look up at the moon
And realize it will all end soon
I have never felt so cold
I truly wish the message my heart is saying could be told
But know one cares about me
So I will try to make myself invisible so no one will see
I will act cool as I cry
Wishing I could just die
I will put on a fake smile too make you all glad
BUt inside i will always be sad
I will always put my friends first
Because seeing them hurt will only make it worse
I love every friend
But I don't think this wound I have inside will never mend
But see tommorow when they read about my hardships
I know I will lose probably all my friendships
Because no one whats an additional burden to hold
So my story will never be told
I will slowly fade away
I will forever be alone from this day
