Cuts and scares all over me
Re shape my body
I look apon the scares I have
And think about my awful past
I feel very disappointed when I see them
Thinking why was I so week that could do that
Remembering what was bad enough to hurt myself
All about what you put me through
The pain and torture u put apon me
Makes me wanna cry
When I think about what I did to myself
It makes me wanna die
To know that I still think about it
Almost 7 months later
And to think I still wanna do that
Make me feel even weaker!
When I sit alone in my room
And have no one watching over me
It makes me think I could get away with it
The feeling over takes me
But then I remember the promising that I have made
And how I said wouldn’t do it
So I will keep the promise to you
Or maybe I just wont show it!
