I'll still fade

I could close my eyes and say that
There is nothing wrong with me
And everything I do is perfect
And they just can’t see that

I feel such a fool for trying
To fit in to their crowd it’s torture
And there is no point in denying
It’s still the same all round.

Nobody seems to even care,
Till I’m not around
Even if you shine the light
And you search all day and night,
i'll still fade

I see the guy I thought I’ll be with,
It’s amazing how bad that guy hurt me
Now he with hanging with his girlfriend,
But does he notice me?

My hurting heart it beating faster
Begging me to open the door,
These words even I can’t ignore
But who will find the key?

There are many simple things
I wanted to say
It’s amazing how the heart can hurt,
But it’s still the same and so….
i'll still fade