A Life Ended Alone (A Life Lived Alone continued)

A life like this cant be lived,
Ive tried and tried and tried,
My guess was wrong again,
To myself I only lie.

The sadness is overwhelming,
I cant take the depression,
I could easily end it all,
And teach god a lesson.

So where has my life gone?
I need a soul mate of my own,
Since i don't have one,
Ill end my life...alone...