I'm here
alone
with nothing to do
I'm quiet
always
I just want to die
why me
today
I wish to fade away
I feel so lonely
lost in the darkness
can't feel anything
like a numbness in my head
go out like a light
hallucinating the world around me
let me
breathe my last
there's nothing for me
except my past
to remind me of all my fears
all the tears I've cried
the horrors
that fill my head over the years
