Shadowed mind

To all of you I can’t compare
I am the delinquent in my despair
Lost in anxiety my fear is here
All in the form of a plethora of tears
Because I'm a disease I'm not worthy
I'm left to bleed my vision blurry
I can’t write and I can’t rhyme
But inside I scream and I cry
I cannot keep this inside
I need you to know
All of you to know

Is this how it has to be?
Me just a shadow in conspiracies
Me all alone
In the hallway of tragedies
I want you to heal my demise
But all I do is describe
With worthless cliché lines

What am I thinking I will not give in?
I won’t burn my banner and retreat
I will carry on renounce my sin
I will leave this battlefield bloodied an complete

I can’t let you all win

This year has been the up most of my nightmare
Full of agony and not one of them care

But my world will get better
It will get easier

One day my shards will infest u all one day your optimistic sprints will decay to a crawl
Depression will inject and take control killing no longer will you stand tall