Your picture is on my dresser
Just sitting there and staring back at me
I won’t forget what it looks like the frame plastic with gold
You look like your happy same as do I
But I know you knew your fate as I had no clue
I acted like nothing was wrong
As you kept this secret prolong
I don’t know how u did it
To just expect like no one would get it
As I stare at the picture it feels like it was only a month away
I remember how your coat smelled rapped around my arms
I remember you face, happy as can be
A smile that kept me awake and always kept me by yr side
A soul that would only be good for so long
A heart filled with love
The kind of love that never ends
Your hands were ice cold just like the river beside us
I only wish for a second chance
One last moment to hear your heart dance
One last time to see your smile to make my day worth while
I’m sorry that it had to end that day that day I will never forget
The day u said goodbye and than let go of my hand
I don’t remember what happened after that it was all just a blur
All I can say is that I felt u let go and I heard a big splash
I turned around just to see your face, and instead saw a flash
Just in that moment my head spun I don’t know what happened next I started to run
I ran as fast as I could down the street than I fell flat on my knees
I started to cry and who knows what happened next
All I remember was that fag blur in time
If I could only grab u now and say that I love you goodbye
~I just made this poem up so its ok .. please tell me what u think
