The day you said good-bye was not a normal good-bye it was a tragic and heart breaking good-bye.
When i got that phone call from are friend i didn't know what to do, all i could do was i feel to my knees screaming.
I wanted to be with you. I dont see how he could do that, shot you in the head and let you lie there and bleed to death i wish i was there to hold you.
I knew i should not have left you that day but i had to, you said it was important bussiness and you didn't want me to get involved i wish i would have stayed and took the bullet instead of you.
Now when ever i read your letters and notes you wrote me all i can do is cry, I try to think that your watching over me and that your my guardian angel now.
*~* This is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend who was killed in august 2004. I was with him a hour before he was shot in the head over a stupid drug deal. I gave him , his last kiss. The last words he said to me on the phone and before i got in the car to leave was always remember and i love you*~*
