Just me

You expect to much of me
i can't do that mommy can't you see
your expecting the impossible, why
it makes me feel hopeless and want to die

I can't do what he does all the time
to you that is a crime
to you he is better than me
that is very clear to see

your suppost to love all your kids the same
so why am I the one to take me blaim
I say mommy that isn't fair
you might as well say I don't care

I'm special in my own way
to you that is a sin to say

I can't take it anymore
I can't stay hard and solid like before

it ain't working for me now
to tell you i wonder how

**that is my life and my older brother always comes before me in my mom's eyes please vote this poem and send your opinion**