Yet

Tears keep falling down my face,
Yet I don't want to cry.
My razor blade keeps sliding across my skin,
Yet I don't want to die.
I keep staring at my infected scars,
Yet I want to look away.
I know tomorrow I'll see you again,
Yet I want it to be today.
I try not to look at you,
Yet I can't seem to look away.
But each day I must say Goodbye,
Yet I want to stay.
I think i'm falling in love with you,
yet I don't want to go too fast.
I try not to get exited,
Yet I can't wait to see you at last.
I go to sleep restless at night,
Yet I can only dream of you.
I don't want to rush anything,
Yet I hope yu feel the same that I do.
I want to keep on bleeding,
Yet I want to stop.
I want to be alive... And stay with you,
Yet I want to bleed...Every, Last, Drop.