In reality I should move on.

I feel so empty.
I should feel fulfilled in life and what it brings.
But I try to go on life that I never knew you.
Each morning I wake up , all I can think about is you.
Your the first vision that pops into my mind.
I think about the good times we shared.
I wish the good times we still would prepare.
In reality I should move on.
But you will always be in my heart.
You will always be a part of me.
It hurts to watch you be so glad without me, when I watch you my heart is falling apart over and over.
We were suppose to last.
We once said we will be best friends to the end.
But to you the end has came.
You said those words, and my life went to shame.
But I try to forget you.
But that is impossible.
I'm glad that I had a friendship like this, than not having one.
As I'm writing this tears are coming to my eyes.
I'm all alone in this world of hate.