A Cut That Went Too Deep

One slice,
Two slice,
Three slice,
Four,

One to two,
Only lead to more,

I became Dependant,
On an object way Too sharp,
It had to big of a point,
Bad things from the start,

Its a knife,
Its a Pin,
The first time led to more,
It only made me begin,

Begin more,
And Never less,
Cuts on my arm,
Leading to my chest,

Cuts every where,
For things i don't deserve,
I cut because i believe,
I don't deserve this world,

One cut too deep,
One from all the rest,
It was not on my arm,
It was on the left side of my chest,

On my heart,
I swore to die,
I stuck a needle in my eye,

I took the pill,
I tried the knife,
I did everything to end my life.