My Feelings You Wont See

You say you love me,
When we joke around,
But when you say that,
It hurts me deep down.

I really love you,
But what you say isn’t true,
I wonder what you would say,
If I told you

I cant tell you
How I really feel
Because you love her
And that love is real

Ill smile when you tell me,
How wonderful she can be,
But behind my fake smile,
My feelings you wont see.