Purgatory (Ifound my half brothers journal when he was my age)

On my death bed feels like
A dream the pain so real
so why can't I scream
Loss of my voice
My body turns Numb
the world turns to blackness
the reaper now comes

A feeling of emptiness
as death takes my sole
Leaving my core to rot
in a whole
Heaven doesn't want me
I'm to good for hell
Raped for eternity
in this body-less hell

Purgatory where the spirits run free
Floating in darkness
alive but deceased

* this is my brothers poem, I found his journal when I was going through all our stuff... I think it's really good, what do you all think?