Confusion

I sit and watch my dreams fly
I guess my whole life is a lie
I don't like feeling so bad inside
I just want to go and hide
I don't like me and her being apart
things happen for a reason
or is this just heartbreak season
in the shadows lies my soul
and where my heart should be there is only a big black hole
i gave my heart to her
now there's nothing there
only a big black hole
i don't even know if i have a soul
i have no emotion
now I'm just filled with confusion
i don't even know what's real anymore
all i know in the inside i feel so sore
i can't take this anymore
all of this b*******
i am sick and tired of it
why can't i just move on
why wont of these thought's be gone
why did you lie to me
why couldn't you see
that you were it
and now i know everything you told me was all b*******
you lied
and i sat here all day and cried
wondering why you are doing this to me
i love you why couldn't you see that
i still love you
but that doesn't matter anymore were are already through
you left me for a reason left unknown
i guess i will never know
now i have to move on with my life
and stay away from that knife