On the middle line prt.1

Can you help me?
I need some guidance, advice, privacy
I'm lying in my bed
with free ways running through my head
so many options
flying, rotating, running by
I can't decide between two decisions
I don't need help
I've got to figure this out on my own
should i?
should I not?
why oh why
did this happen to me?
I'm the only one that can end this war
everyone is looking up to me
to fix this
supposedly
I'm the smart one
even smarties need help
I'm on the middle line
leaning toward my lover
but what about my friends?
what should i do?
my conscience tells me to burn it off
my heart, emotions, tell me to fall
back into our deepness love
I'll follow the dragon
thank you but it's done
my problem has been solved