The end is near

I tied so long to kill this pain
Everyday is a living hell
All the drinks and all the drugs
Never give me any relief

I can only wait for so long
For the light to shine again

Now I lay down with the knife in my hand
with death intentions on my mind

A poem I wrote to explain it all
to all of my friends and family

'The summer is here
But I am gone
The pain has stopped
And the warrior is dead'